i get to go home for the weekend and i'll get to visit rachel.. im very excited.. things are looking up because i get to spend time with her, and thats all i want..

ive been really upset/frustrated/depressed lately.. so.. if my art or whatever seems a bit darker. thats why..

it IS rough..just like everyone said, and no its not 'nuthin but parties' . . but im ok with that.. i love it here, and i dont wanna go back home.. here i dont get called a loser, im not an outcast here.. here im the same as everyone else..

Okay.. due to SO MANY FUCKING people coming to my house UNINVITED. If you come to my house you have to follow the fuckin rules ive made..

1. Call first, Preferebly 5 minutes before reaching my house.
2. dont come unless invited
3. NEVER come if I hate your dumb ass.
4. Don't fuckin walk in, knock on the goddamn front door!
5. Dont fucking come to my house at 10 PM just because you have nothin to do or your fuckin hungry.. go eat a fuckin hamburger at mcdonalds or somethin dumbass..
6.Actually.. just don't come at all.. unless invited..
I'm fuckin serious...
I'll stab your ass..

thank you

i got a brand spanken new camera for christmas, so expect to see more pictures on here later!! merry christmas!~